I’m pretty sure even if we did meet, you wouldn’t like me all that much right now. So don’t spend any more time thinking about where I am or am not. I don’t know how to create the feeling of home that lives in my heart. Or even myself — I’m still figuring out who that is.I have been in two relationships during the past year so I didn’t have to deal with dating scene that much. You feel like nothing more than a piece of ass sometimes and it honestly hurts your soul.
This kept happening to me while I was single and I finally got fed up. Every guy I casually dated, or flirted it up with was fun… I’ve learned from my relationships and don’t regret them.
This isn’t about giving up on love forever or saying guys are the devil.
It’s about listening to your heart, and knowing when to take a break.
Because the very attractive women get more attention from men, are asked out more often and end up dating different guys more often, they also have more negative experiences with men.
Surely, if you lost someone you were really in love with, even one break up can feel like life has betrayed you and there is no point in trying to meet someone special again, as it will lead to terrible pain again.